A New Start?? Perhaps...

Okay...should have posted post about how I have been through with my Chinese New Year, my family dinner and stuff.
But thanks to those who like to play with my computer so much
Downloading things I do not want to see on my desktop...
And yes
Virus attacked and have to be re-format
And TA-DA~~~
Everything gone...
Including all my document for my college use
All my Jay Chou picture and songs
And also all the picture that I have taken!!!
Only one word can express my feelings for now
W.T.H......=.="...

So now I can only bear with the pictures that I have uploaded to my Facebook... Thanks God and also blog...
But just out of a sudden I realized...
Everything is gone...
Including all the links to his personal or daily website...
Everything GONE...
So is God telling me that I should really move on and left this person behind??

I have to admit
I really had a hard time forgetting him
I favourite his blog so that I can still see him and get to know how is he doing
I still went to his Facebook page to see if he is still single or in a relationship
Sometimes I will still ask myself
EXCUSE ME?? I THOUGHT YOU HAVE ALREADY FORGET ABOUT HIM??
But then my answer will still be...
Have I totally forget about him??
I really have no idea...

Just before logging in to update my blog
I am still browsing through his Facebook page
Peeping at his albums again and again
And this time
Feel lesser pain
I have always been hoping for him to come back and say that he is sorry
But I have waited for 7 months
There is still no returns
The reason is not that I want him back by my side
I just wanted to know if I am the only one that appreciate him but not the one appreciated
But I guess I have know the answer
Which I should have realised it since the day we broke up

And for the first time
I really want to thanks the person who made virus to my computer resulting it to be formatted
And I think God is really helping me
Thank you for letting me know what I should do
Thanks for giving me the strength to move on
I know I will find the right person
And I know I would

假装不在乎

很快的
明天就是过年的最后一天了
这么快就过完年了
hrmm...
有点不舍得的感觉
为什么?
我自己也不知道

昨天在网上看到这个很有意思的一句话

怎样？
有意思吧...
让我觉得自己很特别的人
突然“跑”了
吊在半空中的我
没有办法
只好假装不在乎

其实
真的不知道对方在想什么
更不知道自己在想什么
我还以为自己对他来说
跟别人会有点不一样
可是过后才发现
原来跟别人应该没什么两样

没有见面的时候
就偶尔在网上谈下几句
见面的时候
感觉有不一样
一大班出的时候
他会特地跑过来我哪里
然后问下没有见面的时候做了些什么

在一起的时候
他会告诉我很多事情
他都说这些是他只告诉我
他甚至介绍他家人给我认识
连他很疼得“干儿子”
上次去他家
也介绍给我

可是
我们就是什么都不是啊
那你说
他是不是让我觉得特别
然后要我吊在半空中
还要假装不在乎
不在乎你没有找我
不在会见不到你
不在乎要在乎的一切

几乎每晚都会在梦里看到你
可是早上起来
却要告诉自己
那只是梦
是自己想得太多太多了

更伤感的是
情人节要到了
进年的我
既然要自己一个人过
虽然往年的情人节
多不是说很特别的过
可是至少有各半在身边
那还不会觉得这么孤独
今年
要自己一个人过情人节
而且还要在学校办情人节活动
白白看着一对一对幸福的情人
在我面前晃来晃去
心痛死了!!!!!!

我还要单身多久啊
我难道真的这么差劲吗？
前男友不要我
现在也没有人要我
T.T...

Last Day of Work at Hero Shah Alam

Hrrmm...you must be wondering. Why am I posting this even though I have been working at a lot of places and a lot of times. Its because I have never worked such "lousy" place before!!! Last time I used to feel eager on going to work. But when I worked here, my mindset would be like: "Working again???!!!"

But after 3 weeks of torture, today is the end!!! Is so happy for me and my partner, Shane.

Haha, Chinese New Year costume for Tropicana Twister with ang pao!!!

This fellow was forced by me to hold my red ang pao too.>.<.

Group picture.!!>.<.

For the last few weeks, both of us doesnt even have a proper lunch during break. We either have to bear with the lousy food at the mamak beside the supermarket or have to pay toll to went back Puchong to have a proper lunch. 

But yesterdat, after loiterring around for about half an hour, we managed to find a Chinese Restaurant that can fill our stomach with better food plus reasonable price. 

Today after lunch, we were sitting there reading newspaper when I spotted this!!!

My Idol on the newspaper!!! I know its normal but I was just too overjoyed!!!

It is the news about his new movie - Viral Factor.  

This movie was shoot at the heart of Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur with Hong Kong artist, Nicholas Tse

Jay Chou, you are always my idol.!!! Love you!!!

Then after break we drove back to our workplace again. But we were lazy to get down, to started working in a shopping mall with staff that is more than the customers.

So I started to "promote" his car by taking pictures...>.<..

Non-stop showing off his muscles...=.="... No eye see...>.<...

Angry bird with cars. Weird combination.>.<.

Wet look. Cause we off the engine to save petrol. Then we became roasted pigs...>.<...

Back to the hypermarket. Camwhore again!!!

Shane saw this ladder behind his booth. Dint succes in exploring it yesterday, so didnt give up trying today. And~~succeed!!!

Part-time worker for Hero...>.<...

The day end at last. Feels happy cause Chinese New Year is coming and we dont have to go back and work there anymore. But quite sad that we wont know if we still have chance to work together in the future.

But I will still keep all this as memories.

~~Happy Chinese New Year~~

Birthday at Ampang Look Out Point

Our faith to meet each other and build our friendship ( Pictures are blurred but our memories is clear) by Peng Chung.

 

Yes!! Today is my birthday and my bunch of buddy dated me!!!>.<. Truth to say, I am actually very happy to have them celebrating my birthday this year. In the previous year only not more than 5 people celebrating my birthday, excluding my family. But this year there is a total of 9 of them!! Thanks everyone!! You all really make my day!!!Thank you so much!!!>.<.

 

The view of the town from Look Out Point. My dream of going this place and they have made my dream come true. Know its a bit outdated as most of the people have been to this place before and maybe several times.

The restaurant where we have our dinner.

My driver and photographer of the day.>.<. Peng Chung, your photography skill has improved a lot. Like all the picture that you have taken. And sorry for "stealing" them.>.<.

Haiya, say ad the VIP of the day of coz have to take picture with him la.>.<.

Group picture. Thanks Shane for persuading me to go. You really know me best. Thanks buddy.>.<.

Another group picture. Guys, sorry to tell you that I actually plan not to come on that day despite what had happen earlier. I really have no idea what you all are thinking about and I also dont know what have I did to make you all treat me that way. But anyway, thanks for planning this and also the present.>.<.

Shane, my buddy and Weng Sang, my college-mate. Thank you!!

Dishes of the day!! Forget all the names actually, but it does look nice.>.<.

They really give me a surprise.>.<. Thanks everyone. Hope my wish come true.>.<.

Really nice picture.>.<.Thanks Peng Chung.>.<.

This was taken by the staff there. Not as nice as taken by Peng Chung but is still nice, with all of us in the picture.>.<. Thanks everyone.!!!

Our faith to meet each other and build our friendship ( Pictures are blurred but our memories is clear)

 

What is written is really true. All our heart we have make the first step to build this friendship and we have been celebrating each other birthday in the year of 2011. Maybe we might not be as close as your closest friends, but I am glad that we are still part of friends. No matter what happen before or after, I just hope that each and everyone of us will take a little effort to make this friendship last.

 

~Thanks everyone~

Early Birthday celebration with dear Apple

Its so happy to have someone to celebrate with you on your birthday every year. And all this make things more happening when it is someone you treasure. As posted in the earlier post, my birthday is just around the corner and my bestie, Apple had already started dating me since last week. At first it was supposed to be on my birthday eve, but Apple had annual dinner on that night so we make it a day earlier. We went to a Japanese restaurant, Kiku Zakura at IOI Mall Puchong.

Here she goes, the leng lui Apple. She is always so sweet.

Friendship picture. A must!!! >.<.

The food there. Not bad.

Tada!!! my birthday jelly for the day. My favourite - Winnie The Pooh!!! Cute!!!

Another present from Apple's boyfriend. Thanks Koon Sei for bringing the jelly and present.>.<.

Me and Apple's boyfriend, Koon Sei.

Happy Birthday to me~~~

Hope my wish come true...>.<..

Birthday Dinner with family

Wakakakaka...its finally my birthday...so happy to have my family to celebrate for me as the first one. At first my choice was to have dinner outside so that mummy no need to cook and we no need to wash the dishes. But my mum said she wanna make something special for me. So in the end we had dinner at home.>.<.

Stewed pork with yam. So damn nice. Was cooked specially for me cause my mum knows I like to eat pork.>.<.

Vegetables with mushroom. My mum little creative dish.>.<.

Chicken with wine. Another nice dish by my mum. She is really a good cook.

Bitter-gourd soup. Good to release heatiness.

Thank you mummy for making me a wonderful dinner. I love you so much.>.<.

Thank you Mummy...<3...

The Awakening

Yeah!!! It's finally the start of the semester and I love my timetable so much. Haha!! Since today os the first day of the class, so me not being lazy when to class on time. I have reached college at 10am where the class is at 11am.

So happy to meet my classmates back, especially Jeffrey, Ivy, Cheerie, Celine, Jessly and lots more. And this year is my final year. So happy that I will be graduating next year!! Ready to step into the society!!

After class, we went for lunch at our usual place, Padang Kota Corner. Reason is because the food there is affordable and have lots of choices. Plus it is also delicious. After lunch, Vijay suggested we go for movie at The Curve since we have not gathered together for quite some time.

After reaching the cinema, we guys decided to watch this movie called

"The Awakening"

This is a story about a lady who believes more in science rather than supernatural like ghost or spirits. Therefore she used many materials and technique to prove that there is no ghost in the world.

But in the end, she have to believe that what she saw are all ghost and could not be explained by science.

Not a very good and also bad movie for me. I gave 70/100. Maybe you guys should go and have a sneak yourself if you like horror movie. >.<. Got frightened quite some times actually.

After the movie that last for less than 2 hours, we hang around at the entrance of The Curve, not knowing what to do. So is picture time!!! Like this picture so much, taken by Cherrie.>.<.

This was taken by Vijay.

Since I live the furthest, so I have to "chao" first despite of the jam. So a self potrait as usual before I leave. >.<