我是一个怎样的人?

我是一个怎样的人？
一个人家会喜欢的人？
还是一个人家讨厌的人？
一个受欢迎的人？
还是一个人家不会像记得的人？

最近有很多感想
这些感想都离不开“朋友”这两个字
为什么？
因为我真的不知道
在朋友眼里
我是一个怎样的人？
或许应该说
我的身边到底有多少个朋友

我以前是不是很自私？
为了男朋友就推掉朋友的约会
所以现在
这些朋友要给颜色我看了
我现在是不是很讨人厌
常常大大声笑 大大声说话
所以朋友
一个一个跑掉了
每次我都希望是自己敏感
时常胡思乱想
可是我好像都在自己骗自己
宁愿把事实遮住
然后在很大方跟自己说
“傻瓜，你误会人家了”

有多少个朋友
不常见面
可是还是会用不同的方式
偶尔问候一句
“最近还好吗？”
有多少个朋友
几年没见
但是一见面
就会谈个不停
有多少个朋友
会在你最低落的时候，愿意说
“我借你肩膀，你哭吧”或是“我知道你想哭，哭啦，等下就没事的啦”

每次我都把身边的朋友一一介绍给妈妈认识
方便我开心或不开心的时候
可以跟妈妈诉诉苦
而每次我因为朋友的事不开心的时候
我就会问妈妈
“妈...我很讨人厌咩？做么他们要这样对我的？”
而每次妈妈都会说
“傻的，你还有家人嘛~”
然后我就会忍住眼泪地说
“是咯。知道啦，妈咪”
然后晚上睡觉就会偷偷的
在被里面哭

我什么朋友都交
原因是不要没有朋友
因为我很怕寂寞
我很怕朋友讨厌我
我很怕朋友不喜欢我
也很怕朋友不把我当朋友

我很羡慕
那些年年都有朋友帮他们庆祝生日的人
我很羡慕
出去可以跟朋友徘很多照的人
虽然只是去吃一个简单的晚餐
我很羡慕
那些一年里面可以跟朋友去旅行的人
我很羡慕
那些有很好朋友的人
那些好到
去那里都在一起的人

“一二三四五六七
我的朋友在那里？”

我的生命里
本来有他，她和他
现在就只有她和他
另一个他
都不知道他在想什么
难道没有了男朋友
我跟他
就不是好朋友了吗？
“妹”这个字
原来也只不过是简单的一个“妹”吗？

在这里
要特别谢谢她
我知道她有在看
而她常常都会在我不开心的时候
简单的问候一句
“你还好吗？我看到你的部落格了。”
谢谢你
这么久没见面
还会记得我的生日
不常见面，可是还是把我当朋友
谢谢你
在我不开心的时候
肯听我诉苦，安慰我
谢谢你，朋友

最后
论到他了
这些他肯定看不到
就算看到了
也未必看得懂
因为他不会华语
谢谢你
在我每次想哭的时候说
“哭啦，我知道你不开心”
“不要谈不开心的事啦，等下你又哭”
他永远知道我心里在想什么
他知道我粗心
所以只要有跟他出去
他都会特别交待
“你的bag啊，不要乱放”
“你的bag啊，那好好来”
当我跟别人说我没有不开心的时候
最后在我回家的时候，他都会说
“不要不开心啦，笑一下啦”
他真的每次都知道我在想什么
因为我们真的认识了很久很久
朋友，谢谢你

~我的朋友，谢谢你们~

Tenji2 Family Dinner

It's been a while since we family have the chance to have dinner together. Sometimes my sister is not here, cause she nursing student have to go for training at the hospital. Sometimes my dad will not be home on time due to the heavy workload. Sometimes me or mummy have to teach.

So to celebrate mummy's belated birthday, we decided to went to Tenji2 for Japanese Buffet!!! At first we planned to go for Jogoya as we have already been to Tenji2 before. But because the much is much more expansive compared to the other japanese buffet, so at last we decided to go for Tenji2 as the foos there is fresher and affordable.

Here goes the food. All you can eat!!!

My sweet Daddy and Mummy. Envy~~ >.<...

We siblings!!

Me and my little brother, Ken.

Me and my sister, Gigi.

We all have a good time that day as a family and bring a full stomach home. We always enjoy our time as a family together. We eat together, then after that drink and joke. This is what we always do whenever we have a chance. So do treasure your family because you only have ONE family in your lifetime.

~F.A.M.I.L.Y~



How did I spend my 1.1.2012.

Happy New Year!! Its the end of 2011 and the beginning of 2012!!! So happy on this particular day with the companian of my beloved family and also my working mates. We are this group of people that choose to work on a public holiday as well as this special day. But nevermind, we still have each other as companian. We work hard for our living and we are INDEPENDANT!!!

As it is a holiday, so most of us do not have that mood to work that hard. But we still work.

Nelly saw this little green dinosour on the aisle while working. She said it match so much with her product, Milo Sejuk. So we named it the new ambassador of Milo sejuk!!! >.<.

Ta-da!! The "new" advertisement.>.<.

As suggested by those pretty aunty, they wanto have something good on this special as a gift for ourself for working so hard. So we went for break at Paparich Puteri. Then we ask Shane who is working at Puteri to join us as he is so lonely, not as happening as us b.a in Tesco.>.<.

All the pretty aunty.>.<.

The 3 handsome guys. And the only guys of the day.

Group picture, wihtout me. T.T.

Haha, my turn to have my own portrait in this album.>.<

Look so young here.>.<. Shhh~~

Shorty!!! Haha...like this picture so much.>.<.

I thought that I wouldn't have chance to enjoy my first day of the year. But you guys had made this come true. Even though is just something simple, but still worth to remember. Now I learnt that friends cannot be judge from how long you have known each other and also how close you have been before, but the moment that we have and how each other make effort to treasure it. This is call F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

From now on, I will treasure every moment that I am going to have with the people around me because its the time that makes our memory worth remembering.

Happy New Year!!!

31.12.2011

很快的...又来到了年尾了...
今年的最后一天
我还是单身自己一个人过
自从分手后
每逢佳节...我的心情就无言无故的低下来
因为以前都是有他的陪伴
可是这半年
却是自己一个人过

想找朋友出去
一些有了伴侣的
我又不好意思叫她们
没有伴侣的都已经各有各的节目了
而有一些
本来很好
不知道什么事
又变得没有联络了
在同一间餐厅碰面
也没有打招呼
不是没有看到
才隔几张桌子...有可能看不到吗??

我的生日就快到了
以前都不怕没有人帮我庆祝
因为有我的家人和他
明年没有了他
只剩下家人
有多少个朋友会记得我的生日?
有多少个朋友会用心帮我庆祝?
一路以来都是我在策划, 都是我在安排
地点，蛋糕，惊喜，交通
都是跟朋友一起安排
可是我却不敢去想
明年的我会怎么过
尤其是发生了那天在餐厅的事
我更加不赶去想

身边用心来跟我交朋友的，又有几个?
身边带着面具来交朋友的，又有几个?

突然间
我很希望明年没有1月18号
突然间
我很希望明年没有2月14号
突然间
我很希望
我可以把脑力2011年的记忆全部删除掉
让没有痛苦的我
可以好好的走我的2012年

前男友
我真得很讨厌你
讨厌你浪费了我这么多年的青春
讨厌你令我在这半年来过的这么痛苦
讨厌你在分手后还可以若无其事的生活
讨厌你为什么要走进我的世界
讨厌你还我变得一无所有

可是
我更要谢谢你
谢谢你让我变得更坚强
谢谢你让我不在笨下去
谢谢你让我跟家人的关系更好
谢谢你让我变得更成熟

2011
这痛苦的一年
我要把你忘掉
因为你没有事情值得我留恋

明年2012
我要过的比你好
我要过的比你开心!!!!!

姓傅的
你给我听清楚!!!
我要过的比你好!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas Dinner at Home~~

As usual, my family will have a Christmas dinner every year. Not only the celebration at church, we also have our own celebration at home. A few days before, mummy and daddy had already bought all the ingredients needed for the dinner tonight.

The layout. We wanted to have the atmosphere of the high class restaurant. So candle and champaign is a must.>.<.

Yeah!! Salmon with pasta. My favourite.

Champaign and clam chowder.

Homemade salad.

The full set meal!! Yummy~~

Candle-light dinner.

After dinner, we exchange present. Look what I got. A pillow. Because I always complain of neck pain result from the uncomfortable pillow I got, so daddy got me a pillow. Thank you!!

Present from mummy. Nice bag. >.<.

T-shirt fro sisters.

Had a wonderful Christmas this year. Without partner and friends. But I have my beloved family. I will always love all of you because you all are the only one that knows me the best. I love all of you!!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

My First Christmas at Church

Previous years, me and my family will buy present for each others, my mum will cook dinner at home then we will eat together as a family. But this year is different cause we are Christian already. We went for a celebration at the church.

The Christmas tree. Nicely decorated.

Nicholas is going for his mission at Singapore on the 26th for 2 years. So the Single Adults sing him a song and just to tackle him before we will see again after 2 years. Good Luck Nicholas!

My sweet sweet Mummy and Daddy

The young talented little Lyvia. She has a nice vioce.

Three junior playing the violin - "I Am A Child Of God"

Performance by the Young Men - a short drama

Funny sketch.>.<.

Brother Roger singing.

Joseph's performance

Singing by the juniors

Then is Brother Teh. Piano + Singing a song by Beatles.

Elder Reeves and Elder Maughn performance. A funny one. >.<.

The Relief Society have a performance too. But I am a part of it, so didn't have the chance to take picture. Then is the performance by all the brothers.

Another talented singer - Rachel.

Sister Jennifer's sister, singing Rihanna - Take A Bow.

The Santa Clause!!!

Jared, acting as a 3 years old child begging for present from Santa!

Me and leng lui Adeline.

Mummy, Santa (daddy) and Gigi

Me and Mummy

Me and Kelly.

Me and Santa. Thanks for the present!!

A family picture with the Elders.

Party time!! Rockz the dance floor!!

This is the most amazing Christmas party I had. Merry Christmas everyone!!!