Never A Second Chance

It was a remarkable day yesterday.

Although rejected in the first place, but I was given a 2nd chance by my principle to be able to join the MAS Cabin Crew interview at MAS Academy.

I got to know that MAS was recruiting about 3 weeks ago and applied for it.

Sad enough, I was not shortlisted during the screening.

My heart sank. 

I asked myself, why, why, why??

Teachers and trainers told me that I would stand a better chance in MAS compared to SIA.

But, I don't even get a chance to go for the interview and I am already rejected.

It hurts me more when I have to see other classmates went for the extra class for the interview.

Told myself not to be sad. 

Maybe SIA is waiting for me. 

On Tuesday, 11th of Nov, Inter-excel called and said Sir wants to see me at 2pm. 

Went straight to Fahrenheit after my facial and surprised to know that Sir ask me to join for the extra class and go for the interview the next day!

I WAS GIVEN A 2ND CHANCE!!!

Really thankful to my principal. 

Even though he is always very very strict, but I still think he is the best coach.

For the first time in my life, I went for a 12 hours++ interview.

And yet, I did not get the job!!

Shouldn't had rejected JetStar Asia, if not I would already be in the midst of training by now.

Trainers always says, if you pass the full-service airline interview.

You are most likely to pass all.

And I can't even pass through MAS, how is it possible I am going to pass through SIA??

Its already 3 months of not working. 

Classes in Inter-excel is ending end of this month.

People are already started flying, training and whatsoever.

And me??

Still waiting for airline to "adopt" me.

What if no airline out there wants me?

What if only JetStar wants me and I have rejected them?

What if I could never get a chance to become a cabin crew?

What if all these while I wasted time to go class but never got a job in the aviation industry?

What if? What if? What if?

Seeing classmates' photo being posted online after being selected by certain airline.

And everytime, I could never sees my picture being posted.

Clicking next after each picture really sunk my heart deeper and deeper.

People ask me not to hope for something, so that I won't be dissapointed.

But how can I not be?? Tell me about it.