假装不在乎

很快的
明天就是过年的最后一天了
这么快就过完年了
hrmm...
有点不舍得的感觉
为什么?
我自己也不知道

昨天在网上看到这个很有意思的一句话

怎样？
有意思吧...
让我觉得自己很特别的人
突然“跑”了
吊在半空中的我
没有办法
只好假装不在乎

其实
真的不知道对方在想什么
更不知道自己在想什么
我还以为自己对他来说
跟别人会有点不一样
可是过后才发现
原来跟别人应该没什么两样

没有见面的时候
就偶尔在网上谈下几句
见面的时候
感觉有不一样
一大班出的时候
他会特地跑过来我哪里
然后问下没有见面的时候做了些什么

在一起的时候
他会告诉我很多事情
他都说这些是他只告诉我
他甚至介绍他家人给我认识
连他很疼得“干儿子”
上次去他家
也介绍给我

可是
我们就是什么都不是啊
那你说
他是不是让我觉得特别
然后要我吊在半空中
还要假装不在乎
不在乎你没有找我
不在会见不到你
不在乎要在乎的一切

几乎每晚都会在梦里看到你
可是早上起来
却要告诉自己
那只是梦
是自己想得太多太多了

更伤感的是
情人节要到了
进年的我
既然要自己一个人过
虽然往年的情人节
多不是说很特别的过
可是至少有各半在身边
那还不会觉得这么孤独
今年
要自己一个人过情人节
而且还要在学校办情人节活动
白白看着一对一对幸福的情人
在我面前晃来晃去
心痛死了!!!!!!

我还要单身多久啊
我难道真的这么差劲吗？
前男友不要我
现在也没有人要我
T.T...

开心乐龙龙

Haha...its finally Chinese New Year!!! Haha...this is what I have been waiting for throughout the whole year. 2 days before the actual day of Chinese New Year, we drove back to our hometown in Ipoh. This year we broke the record because we have taken the longest time to reach Ipoh from KL which is a total of 8 hours!!! Can you imagine that. The road is superb jam and pity my dad who is the driver for the day.

REUNION NIGHT

After breakfast with grandma, we one family went to ah ma house to visit her. Its been a while since we see her. So just sneak up and show our cute face to her.

At night, a day before Chinese New Year, we have our reunion dinner. All types of nice food set lay on the table waiting for us to eat them. This is what I like the most during Chinese New Year!!! FOOD!!!!

As New Year also talks about reunion and that is the main purpose why we have reunion dinner, so we made tang yuan too which is to be eaten on the very first day of Chinese New Year.

1ST Day of CNY

Haha..first day of Chinese New Year already!!! Can get ang pao. But in order to get lots of ang pao, we have to be very hardworking to go and visit our relatives and friends.

Here we go!!

Heading to my Ah Ma (mum's mum) house for belated reunion dinner. Say Cheese...>.<..

Vegetarian food for the first day of CNY.

Me & Bro.

My cute mum

Mummy n her sister

Hoi Fan la!!!!

2nd day of CNY. Had lunch before heading back to KL.

3rd day of CNY. Heading to Yong Peng to visit my eldest aunt. 

Reached. Picture time.>.<.

Me & Elviy. Miss you gal...>.<...

Heading to lunch. The Girls in the car...>.<...

All the leng lui with our beloved grandma.

Daddy and Mummy. Sweet...>.<...

4th day of CNY. Went to Grandma's brother house.

Lunch again. Hur....CNY non stop eating...

Had gathering with Taiwan friend after that.

6th day of CNY. Gathering at my house. Sis Xiu Qin with her boyfriend.

2 couple in the house.

Yeng zaissss...

Leng luisssss

Group photo. 

7th day of CNY. Went to Genting with family.

8th day of CNY. Bai Tian Gong  at aunty house. Me & Abby.

Aunty & Bryan. Cute little boy.

Me & Mandy

Fire works!!!!

Last day of CNY. Dinner at Eaven's house. 

Thats all for the CNY. Happy CNY!!!!>.<...