A New Start?? Perhaps...

Okay...should have posted post about how I have been through with my Chinese New Year, my family dinner and stuff.
But thanks to those who like to play with my computer so much
Downloading things I do not want to see on my desktop...
And yes
Virus attacked and have to be re-format
And TA-DA~~~
Everything gone...
Including all my document for my college use
All my Jay Chou picture and songs
And also all the picture that I have taken!!!
Only one word can express my feelings for now
W.T.H......=.="...

So now I can only bear with the pictures that I have uploaded to my Facebook... Thanks God and also blog...
But just out of a sudden I realized...
Everything is gone...
Including all the links to his personal or daily website...
Everything GONE...
So is God telling me that I should really move on and left this person behind??

I have to admit
I really had a hard time forgetting him
I favourite his blog so that I can still see him and get to know how is he doing
I still went to his Facebook page to see if he is still single or in a relationship
Sometimes I will still ask myself
EXCUSE ME?? I THOUGHT YOU HAVE ALREADY FORGET ABOUT HIM??
But then my answer will still be...
Have I totally forget about him??
I really have no idea...

Just before logging in to update my blog
I am still browsing through his Facebook page
Peeping at his albums again and again
And this time
Feel lesser pain
I have always been hoping for him to come back and say that he is sorry
But I have waited for 7 months
There is still no returns
The reason is not that I want him back by my side
I just wanted to know if I am the only one that appreciate him but not the one appreciated
But I guess I have know the answer
Which I should have realised it since the day we broke up

And for the first time
I really want to thanks the person who made virus to my computer resulting it to be formatted
And I think God is really helping me
Thank you for letting me know what I should do
Thanks for giving me the strength to move on
I know I will find the right person
And I know I would