Never A Second Chance

It was a remarkable day yesterday.

Although rejected in the first place, but I was given a 2nd chance by my principle to be able to join the MAS Cabin Crew interview at MAS Academy.

I got to know that MAS was recruiting about 3 weeks ago and applied for it.

Sad enough, I was not shortlisted during the screening.

My heart sank. 

I asked myself, why, why, why??

Teachers and trainers told me that I would stand a better chance in MAS compared to SIA.

But, I don't even get a chance to go for the interview and I am already rejected.

It hurts me more when I have to see other classmates went for the extra class for the interview.

Told myself not to be sad. 

Maybe SIA is waiting for me. 

On Tuesday, 11th of Nov, Inter-excel called and said Sir wants to see me at 2pm. 

Went straight to Fahrenheit after my facial and surprised to know that Sir ask me to join for the extra class and go for the interview the next day!

I WAS GIVEN A 2ND CHANCE!!!

Really thankful to my principal. 

Even though he is always very very strict, but I still think he is the best coach.

For the first time in my life, I went for a 12 hours++ interview.

And yet, I did not get the job!!

Shouldn't had rejected JetStar Asia, if not I would already be in the midst of training by now.

Trainers always says, if you pass the full-service airline interview.

You are most likely to pass all.

And I can't even pass through MAS, how is it possible I am going to pass through SIA??

Its already 3 months of not working. 

Classes in Inter-excel is ending end of this month.

People are already started flying, training and whatsoever.

And me??

Still waiting for airline to "adopt" me.

What if no airline out there wants me?

What if only JetStar wants me and I have rejected them?

What if I could never get a chance to become a cabin crew?

What if all these while I wasted time to go class but never got a job in the aviation industry?

What if? What if? What if?

Seeing classmates' photo being posted online after being selected by certain airline.

And everytime, I could never sees my picture being posted.

Clicking next after each picture really sunk my heart deeper and deeper.

People ask me not to hope for something, so that I won't be dissapointed.

But how can I not be?? Tell me about it. 

Parker & Helen's Wedding Luncheon

Its been almost 2 months since I last updated my blog.

Been a little too busy to even touch the lappy.

Nowadays, I can always see people getting married just from my Facebook news feed.

Kinda envy actually...when would it be my turn to post my wedding photo on my Facebook??

Nahhhh...its not the time yet.

No matter how much I wanted to get married, its just not the time yet. 

Attended one of my ex-colleague wedding yesterday in KL. 

Happy that Michael got invited as well. 

This would be the first time we both attended a wedding luncheon together. 

Congratz Parker & Helen! So happy for the both of you. 

Through this wedding dinner, I am also able to meet with all my ex-colleagues.

Miss those time when we used to work together, lunch together and had fun together during outstation work trip.

Miss you guys so so much!

 With Coomie, once my roommate during one of the Singapore outstation work trip. 

Happy to see you again. 

 More picture with the "Yawning Club" gang.

We used to post yawning and sleepy icon during working hours on Skype.

Groupfie!!! Not all the member of the Yawning Club were invited. Missed out one member who join us much later in the company and did not got invited. 

We miss you, Susu Soo Teng~~

And of course, picture with the love birds!!

Happy Marriage to both of us!!

Stay sweet and happy forever. 

And since this was the first time I got the chance to attend a wedding luncheon/dinner with my other half, we were pretty excited. 

 

 I once saw an article on the Facebook, saying that people who has all selfies in their album are pretty pity, cause no one is willing to take your photo. 

So, this pic is a must, to show that we are not pity, and lonely as well! 

Before ending this post, I wanna dedicated some message to my one and only partner. 

He do stalk me sometimes, hope he can sees this. 

Thanks for being by my side all the time. 

Tolerating on my bad temper and also stubborn attitude. 

Ever since I made up my mind to become a cabin crew, I appreciate you more.

I choose to listen to you and spend more time with you.

No one knows what will happen in the future, but if there is any changes, I truly hope that you would still be on the route. 

We had certainly gone through lots and lots and we had grown up so so much in this relationship. 

Hope to still sees you in our "5 Years Promise"

Love you so so much baby~~