31.12.2011

很快的...又来到了年尾了...
今年的最后一天
我还是单身自己一个人过
自从分手后
每逢佳节...我的心情就无言无故的低下来
因为以前都是有他的陪伴
可是这半年
却是自己一个人过

想找朋友出去
一些有了伴侣的
我又不好意思叫她们
没有伴侣的都已经各有各的节目了
而有一些
本来很好
不知道什么事
又变得没有联络了
在同一间餐厅碰面
也没有打招呼
不是没有看到
才隔几张桌子...有可能看不到吗??

我的生日就快到了
以前都不怕没有人帮我庆祝
因为有我的家人和他
明年没有了他
只剩下家人
有多少个朋友会记得我的生日?
有多少个朋友会用心帮我庆祝?
一路以来都是我在策划, 都是我在安排
地点，蛋糕，惊喜，交通
都是跟朋友一起安排
可是我却不敢去想
明年的我会怎么过
尤其是发生了那天在餐厅的事
我更加不赶去想

身边用心来跟我交朋友的，又有几个?
身边带着面具来交朋友的，又有几个?

突然间
我很希望明年没有1月18号
突然间
我很希望明年没有2月14号
突然间
我很希望
我可以把脑力2011年的记忆全部删除掉
让没有痛苦的我
可以好好的走我的2012年

前男友
我真得很讨厌你
讨厌你浪费了我这么多年的青春
讨厌你令我在这半年来过的这么痛苦
讨厌你在分手后还可以若无其事的生活
讨厌你为什么要走进我的世界
讨厌你还我变得一无所有

可是
我更要谢谢你
谢谢你让我变得更坚强
谢谢你让我不在笨下去
谢谢你让我跟家人的关系更好
谢谢你让我变得更成熟

2011
这痛苦的一年
我要把你忘掉
因为你没有事情值得我留恋

明年2012
我要过的比你好
我要过的比你开心!!!!!

姓傅的
你给我听清楚!!!
我要过的比你好!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas Dinner at Home~~

As usual, my family will have a Christmas dinner every year. Not only the celebration at church, we also have our own celebration at home. A few days before, mummy and daddy had already bought all the ingredients needed for the dinner tonight.

The layout. We wanted to have the atmosphere of the high class restaurant. So candle and champaign is a must.>.<.

Yeah!! Salmon with pasta. My favourite.

Champaign and clam chowder.

Homemade salad.

The full set meal!! Yummy~~

Candle-light dinner.

After dinner, we exchange present. Look what I got. A pillow. Because I always complain of neck pain result from the uncomfortable pillow I got, so daddy got me a pillow. Thank you!!

Present from mummy. Nice bag. >.<.

T-shirt fro sisters.

Had a wonderful Christmas this year. Without partner and friends. But I have my beloved family. I will always love all of you because you all are the only one that knows me the best. I love all of you!!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

My First Christmas at Church

Previous years, me and my family will buy present for each others, my mum will cook dinner at home then we will eat together as a family. But this year is different cause we are Christian already. We went for a celebration at the church.

The Christmas tree. Nicely decorated.

Nicholas is going for his mission at Singapore on the 26th for 2 years. So the Single Adults sing him a song and just to tackle him before we will see again after 2 years. Good Luck Nicholas!

My sweet sweet Mummy and Daddy

The young talented little Lyvia. She has a nice vioce.

Three junior playing the violin - "I Am A Child Of God"

Performance by the Young Men - a short drama

Funny sketch.>.<.

Brother Roger singing.

Joseph's performance

Singing by the juniors

Then is Brother Teh. Piano + Singing a song by Beatles.

Elder Reeves and Elder Maughn performance. A funny one. >.<.

The Relief Society have a performance too. But I am a part of it, so didn't have the chance to take picture. Then is the performance by all the brothers.

Another talented singer - Rachel.

Sister Jennifer's sister, singing Rihanna - Take A Bow.

The Santa Clause!!!

Jared, acting as a 3 years old child begging for present from Santa!

Me and leng lui Adeline.

Mummy, Santa (daddy) and Gigi

Me and Mummy

Me and Kelly.

Me and Santa. Thanks for the present!!

A family picture with the Elders.

Party time!! Rockz the dance floor!!

This is the most amazing Christmas party I had. Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Belated Winter Solstice

If you have read my previous post, I were not able to celebrate my Winter Soltisce on the exact day due to some circumstances. So my lovely mother postpone it to another day. She didn't want to miss it because for the Chinese tradition, Winter Solstice is a very important festival. It symbolizes reunion, where all the family member are to be together. By making the glutinious rice ball or what we call "tang yuan" means reunion and must eat together with the family.

This year my mum tried something new. Tang yuan with fillings. That is why they look very big.

Nicer "tang yuan". Those not very nice are made by the kids. >.<.

Time to cook it before mixing it with the sugar syrup boiled earlier with pandan leaves and ginger.

Ta-da~~ a bowl of yummy homemade "tang yuan".

The "tang yuan" makers...

Even though a lot of things happen this year, but I am glad that I still have my family members supporting me. No matter what happen, they are always there for me.

Happy Winter Solstice!!

冬至快乐...T.T

你们应该很奇怪
为什么我冬至快乐后面还要加个哭脸
因为今年的冬至是过的
最与众不同
也是最不开心的一个冬至

第一
没有钱
没有办法为妈妈准备最好的一份礼物
今早一踏出房门
看见妈妈的学生
把他们要送给他们最敬爱的老师的那些礼物
都摆放在妈妈房门
好让妈妈一开门
就可以第一时间
收到礼物
我却因为被公司拖了2个月的薪水
而昨天才拿到支票
所以没有办法像往年一样
要妈妈第一个收到我的礼物
只能到晚上才有机会出去买到蛋糕

第二
我又撞车了...T.T
而且是历史以来
最严重的一次
严重到要RM 2000++才能修好
我的钱啊!!!!
都已经没有钱了
现在还要呕一笔出来
真的是心痛死了啦!!!! T.T

第三
妈妈既然在冬至+自己的生日病倒了
还要牛到刚刚晚上才肯去看医生
医生说是尿道发炎
妈妈最近只顾大扫除
急尿又不要上厕所
都不知道她是不是真的属兔子的
怎么跟牛一样这么牛啊??!!!

所以
现在知道为什么要加个哭脸咯
虽然真的很不开心
可是妈妈病了
我出事
她还是很担心我的
爸爸也是一样
这次两个人都没有骂我
所以我说
还是爸爸妈妈最好
每次都在我最难受, 最委屈的时候
出来保护我
爸爸妈妈
我爱你们!!!!!

Weng Sang Simple Birthday Dinner

After celebrating so many of his friends birthday, helping out with planning and surprises, finally is his birthday. We couldn't celebrate Weng Sang birthday on the exact day, but nevermind, his girlfriend did celebrated for him already. So we have a simple dinner at Yum Lei Sek Steamboat Buffet at Puchong.

But because my phone is running out of battery on that day and some of them don't even have the mood to take picture, so I only manage to capture some picture with my very last drop of my battery. 

Here's the cake. We are all so full from the dinner and only one of us ate the cake. The rest he have to bring home himself. Sorry~~

Weng Sang with the birthday cake.

Cake-cutting ceremony. It's walnut cake, so it's a bit hard to cut plus this was just taken out from the fridge.

The only picture I manage to capture. Weng Sang and Shane.

Happy Birthday Weng Sang!! May God bless you and may your wish come true.

Jessly and Aya Birthday Bash!!

So coincidently, Jessly and Aya birthday falls on the same day. And that day is the last day of the class for this semester. As suggested by Miss Melati (our Psychology and Work Psychology lecturer), we were to have a small class party + revision class since it is near to the exam. Since it is that so, we have the party for the 2 birthday girl too.

The party will be starting at 2.30pm, but most of us are already very hungry. So we went out for a little lunch first before going back to college.

Mia suggested we have it in TGI Friday to celebrate for Aya first since both of them are best friends. If anyone of you have ever been to TGI Friday for your birthday, then you will know what happen. You will have to stand on the chair and SING!!!

This is what happen to Aya.

Singing with the ketchup bottle as microphone.>.<

Then smashed by the cream.>.< Poor Aya.

Picture with the birthday girl. Love her smile.

Mia, Aya and Aizat

Group picture. Happy birthday Aya!

Aizat, Me and Antonio. We are all intimating Antonio action. (touching his beard)

After that we headed back to college for the revision class and the mini class party. All of us paid some money and shared the food. We got ourself Dominos Pizza, soft drinks. junk foods, candies and also brownies.

Dominos!

Edmund was so greedy that he wanted the whole box.

Our superstar cute look

Aizat and Pemadam Pensel a.k.a Jeff melayu

Jeff melayu, Jeff cina, Chien and VJ

Daniel.

Above: Jasper and Jeff

Below: Soleha and Sarah

Soleha, Miss Melati, Stephanie and Jeff

Class picture. But I think only half of the class or only 1/4. >.<

Almost all of us are wearing black!!!

Me and Syeikh, the muscular guy.

Jessly, the second birthday girl. Happy Birthday Jessly

Nira's handmade cupcake. So nice. >.<

Picture with the birthday girls.

After party, its time for revision to continue. Noticed something different in this picture??

Last picture of the day. So nice. Credits to the photographer!!!

We all has a wonderful day that day. Most of us will not be in the same class next semester. Lets make this a precious memory of us. Good Luck guys!!!