爱情。单身

终于完成了2天的工作
这两天
我们谈了很多话
很多很多心底话
他慢慢的开始让我更了解他
也让我变得越来越没有自信

单身已有1年的我
开始对爱情失去信心
不敢面对
甚至不敢去想
虽然很期待被爱
可是却担心爱了过后会心痛
就算面对自己喜欢的
也没有勇气坦诚
就像这2天
明明有机会
可是却没有勇气

我跟他
会不会像 “我可能不会爱你” 里头的男女主角
虽然剧情很像
可是他今天终于给机会我可以更进一步
只可以单独吃饭
应该终比没有机会来的更好吧??

如果跟着戏剧的剧情走
不懂行的通吗??
好不好去试一下呢??

Random Shopping with Besties

I finally get to have a day off from my work. I have been working so hard since last 2 or 3 months I think. Reason being?? I want to earn more money lo. >.<. Since I am still young and I have the energy, why not?? Haha. It was a Friday, but I need to wake up early to bring my Grandma to the hospital for her regular checkup. Hurm...something meaningful though. Then on the way home, got a call from one of my buddy to go shopping at MidValley. 

At first I promise another group of not so close friends to go sing-k. But since I have not been to MidValley quite some time, so the evil me decided to FFK my not that close friends and go MidValley with a close friend indeed. So mean!!! >.<.

We went out at around 12.45pm.

And this picture was taken at 1.30pm.Crazy jam. Just from my house to MidValley take us almost an hour when it is only a less than 30 minutes journey. >.<.

Peng Chung say, when face with this kind of situation, the only thing we can do is take picture. Hehe, this was taken when Peng Chung ask me to snap a few picture to see which angle of mine look nicer when taking picture.>.<.

Meet up with Kok Hou at MidValley. Then 3 of us go for lunch at Manhattan Fish Market. Didnt get to take picture cause was too busy enjoying the food. >.<.

Pay visit to the belated Mickey World. Nothing special for me. Haha. Sorry Mickey fans.>.<.

Peng Chung he only likes the Mickey wearing the witch custom then singing on the hill waving his magic wands.>.<.

Peng Chung wants this to be in his room as wallpaper. 

After that when we was walking around, I saw this selling at one of the stall. Winnie The Pooh instant film camera. Sorry if I named it wrongly, didnt know the exact name actually. But the price was too high, didnt buy one even though I wanted to get myself a camera. Saving money for my September Singapore trip. Whee!!!  

Then we went for dessert at this shop. Named after a famous Hong Kong drama. 

Student gets to get 10% off. But we totally forget about this when paying. T.T. So, didn't get the discount after all. 

Picture with Peng Chung, as a prove I went shopping with him. >.<.

The cutlery sets taken by him. =.=".

Picture with Kok Hou. I look so tan beside him. T.T..

Peng Chung's Mango Sago. An ok for me.

Black Sesame Glutinous Ball. Also an ok for me. Kok Hou says can be better wor. >.<.

My Almond Ice. Thumbs up. Haha. Feel like mine is the best.>.<.

Kok Hou Black Sesame Ice. Rarely can find guy like black sesame. Haha.

Had a catch up day with them. Hope our friendship can last long. ^_^

出乎预料的持续

好久没上来了
最近都比较忙...哈哈...

今天看到标题
因该会想
我是不是又要讲他了呢
哈哈
真的又是讲他

如果有看我之前的post
都知道我跟他在浪中岛吵了架

就在回来后的两个星期
那通电话后
我们就没有联络
不知道是想见他
还是只是要他来我学校的活动
还是叫了他来

来到了
我还是坚持我对他的冷态度
他当然也有发现到
只是我自己也没有想到的是
他...很紧张
他好像很怕我生气他
我越不睬他
他就越要我讲话
虽然那时是很开心
可是因为在浪中岛经历过的事
我不知道自己还可不可以相信他

在我跟朋友谈论之下
他决定帮我试探
最后得来的答案
就是他没有想要拍拖
可是却看得出
他对我就是不一样

上个星期我也自己从他身上
知道自己在他心里的地位
虽然有了特殊的地位
可是还是不敢妄想太多
因为怎么说
他都没有开口

如果现在有时光机就好了
真想看看我的未来是怎样

不舍得的放弃

距离旅行回来后的悲伤
已经有一个星期了
那天星期天
哭哭啼啼的说要放弃他睡着后
他第二天的电话让我有回继续等待的念头
再加上他还要在我好朋友口中知道我的消息
让我更加的想知道他在想什么

这个星期就要和他一起做工了
说好要对他冷淡对他绝情
可是想到要跟他一起做工
就感觉到紧张
不知道是在紧张面对他
还是怕知道真相
现在的心情就是超烦超烦

而且刚刚我还做了一件很笨很笨的事情
今天做工放8点
看到时间还早
开车回家的途中
我冲动的把车开到他做工的地方
盼望着可以看到他
自己傻傻的在那里等他放工
等他收东西
等他走到车场拿车
最后在悄悄的跟着他后面
直到回家

我...
既然可以疯到
为了跟着他
闯了红灯
还差点闹出车祸

现在回想回去
问问自己
这样值得吗?
我这样对他...他懂吗?

现在的我只是希望
快点到周末
让我可以探看他到底在想什么
如果只当我是朋友
那么就大哭一场
然后忘记他
如果是相反
而他有不主动
那就可能自己来

可是现在的我
不管到时是怎样
我还是很怕去面对
而且还会一直胡思乱想
有谁可以敲醒我
我看我就快疯了!!!!!! T.T...