越想忘记，就越难忘记

“又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
把头发梳成大人那样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想象美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后
故意讨你温暖的骂
黑板上排列组合
你舍得解开吗？
谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好像拥抱你
拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好像告诉你
告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
在一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你
紧紧抱着你”

(那些年，我们一起追的女孩 - 主题曲)



还以为自己真的忘记了
还以为自己真的放下了
原来自己还没有忘记
原来自己还没有放下
这首歌好像就在写说着我和他的回忆
好想再回到那些年的时光
从认识到现在
我们终于来到了这一天
变成了熟悉的陌生人

原以为自己真的打开了心
可以去喜欢别人
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
之前一直告诉自己
要把你忘记
从新生活
可是原来
忘记一个人真的很难
真的真的很难
尤其是当你遇到他的时候
真的有一股从动
想跑过去告诉他
自己很想念他
然后紧紧抱着他不放
就算是一场梦
梦里的我还是会笑
他的手
他的拥抱
他的声音
还是深深的刻在脑海里
只想告诉他
有时我真的很想念你
那你有想念过我吗？？

安全感

突然很想写东西
可是一打开部落格
却不知道要怎样开始
最近看了一些爱情故事
他说看这些看多人都回变傻
想回去，我为什么会找爱情故事来看呢？
我渴望被爱？
我很想恋爱？
我很怕恋爱？
我要了解爱？
这些问题我都不断问自己
可是却没有答案出来

前几个部落格又提到自己暗恋一个男生
不知道是不是太久没有暗恋别人
根本不知道暗恋一个人，喜欢一个人，爱一个人是什么感觉
没有特别的想他
只是喜欢在他的面子书多逗留
喜欢跟他一起做工的时间
平时没有见面
我们也没有特别去联络对方
可是一见面就会吵个不停
那这些又是什么？
我自己也不明白叻？？

那天收拾房间
从厨里找出很多以前朋友送给我的winnie the pooh的娃娃和枕头
妈妈问我要不要丢
我说不舍得
这些全部都是我的宝贝叻
所以就全部都摆在床
从以前开始
我睡觉都喜欢左右边都放着娃娃或枕头
人家说缺少安全感的宝宝才会这样
其实我真的缺少安全感
尤其现在单身了
这就变得更加明显

没有东西写了
明天还要做工
大家也早点睡吧
晚安咯

Lai Kuan Surprise Birthday Attack!

It's Lai Kuan birthday!! November is a pk month for me cause most of my friends' birthday falls on November. But I only celebrate with those who I think worth celebrating and fun of course. Lai Kuan birthday attack was planned by Albert, and because of some "accident", we have to postpone it a few hours late. But I am glad that we are still able to make it at Wings Cafe, Bandar Puteri. Albert suggested it too because there will be live band, so that he can sing to her. So romantic. I wish by future boyfriend can did that too. >.<

Shane and Weng Sang

Gigi.

Here comes the couple. Sorry for the "darkness". Ciplak phone. Anyone wants to sponsor me IPhone 4.??? >.<

~~Muackz~~

Yun Chieh and Gigi

Edward and Peter. We actually didnt count Peter in but we met him there coincidently with his family. So we asked him over for a picture. He is so lucky to be in the picture. >.<

The girls.



Couple picture.

The birthday cake, forget the name.

Lai Kuan with Shane and Weng Sang

Lai Kuan with Edward.

Me with Lai Kuan and my present.

Sorry Lai Lai, bought the wrong color, cause it has been a long time. Should be happy that I still remember it even though it is in a different colour.

Happy Birthday Lai Kuan. All the best for your future ya. Happy and sweet sweet always. >.<

Albert Convocation!!

Finally is Albert Convocation!! I have been waiting for this for quite some times. This guy was about to give up his studies, but me and my mum was able to hold him back and persuade him to continue his study. This guy is the second most important people after my family. Albert, keep up the good work!!

My mum allow me to drive to my former college (TAR College) on that day. And I also fetch Lai Kuan, Albert's girlfriend and also Yun Chieh. Poor boy, only 3 of us attend his convo on that day besides his family members. We reach there quite early. So while waiting for him, we toke some pictures.

Lai Kuan and Yun Chieh. Look like twin sisters. They are also good friends too. >.<.

Me and Yun Chieh.

Me and Lai Kuan. The flowers are for Albert. Nice right??

Everyone take turns to pose with the handmade flower.

Finally the main character is out.

The two sweeties.

The best brother and sister. >.<

The graduation guy.

Group picture. A bit blur cause its not taken by us, the professional photographer. >.<

The driver of the day!

Another group picture. So jam on that day!

 Went for lunch later that at Bandar Puteri.

Noisy couple. >.<

Self portrait. >.<.

Special made pau with fillings inside. Not bad. Is called "chicken nest pao" (read it in cantonese).

After lunch, we went Giant Bandar Kinrara to visit my sister, Gigi as requested by Lai Kuan and Yun Chieh.

Last of all, congratulations to Albert for graduating at last. All the best in the society ya. Good luck.>.<

Coffeemate Outdoor Truck Event

Nestle Coffeemate, one of the famous product from Nestle organised an Outdoor Truck Event. As one of the BA (brand ambassador) from Epromode, I was chosen to work for the client. This event was going on continiously for 2 months, every Tuesday to Sunday. If you remember, when we are in primary school, there will be a truck outside of our school giving out free chill milo during Sport's Day.

We run the same concept as them, but instead of giving out milo, we are giving out coffee with coffeemate!

Here are the amazing things that happen in this two months of my working experience. >.<

Everyday, we are station at different location around Klang Valley, Petaling Jaya and lots more. (not quite familiar with the places). This is the picture taken during my first day of work at Carrefour Bukit Rimau.

The theme of this event is to bunch a cup of perfect coffee with coffeemate for your loves one. We are mainly targetting on Malays and also couples, married or not married.

The logo.

The jug we will be using for the entire 2 months

Coffeemate cups

A cup of coffee, added with coffeemate...

...and also sugar!! Makes a perfect cup of coffee!

Here are some of the members that are working for this event

Cole, cool and smart guy.

Farah, pretty girl leh.

Me with Cole.

The live band.

Kumar, the driver of the truck.

Eve. Guess what, a mummy of 3 and yet, still slim and pretty.

 Ah Xiang, the coordinator for the truck.

Kai Loon, our coordinator and my driver. >.<.

Lai Kuan, my partner.

Nanie and Evonne

There are still a few that I dodnt have the chance to take picture with them.

All the way of working together for two months, here are some of the memory that we have been through

This was taken at I-City. The viola used by one of the musicians.

Since it rains, so we cant work. Snack time!!

Posing with the instrument

Kai Loon with Cole

Me and Lai Kuan

Kai Loon and Lai Kuan

The day where 3 chinese work together. >.<

Me and Lai Kuan

The 2 handsome guy

So lucky that Kai Loon birthday falls on the working day. And so lucky he got us to celebrate for him. Happy Birthday Kai Loon, may your wish come true.

Kai Loon with Fina. Cute girl too. >.<

Group picture.

Truly, I really have fun throughout this 2 months of working. Not only experience, but I also gain friendship. Meet a bunch of very cute friends from the different race and little did I know that these people are actually really nice to befriend with. Thank you guys for giving me a memorable 2 months. Hope to see you guys soon. Take care everyone~~